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[25 Dec 2006|09:33pm]

Dear friend,

We lay in the field, our knees pointing at all of the thousand and thousands of stars above us. I had just drained the last of my drink, falling backwards into the long grass, as Sam sipped from the tin and placed it gently down beside him before wriggling down next to me. Everyone else was sitting at the campfire, where we could hear but not see them and vice versa, singing Oasis songs at the top of their voices - I guess that's what brought us together. They were singing Wonderwall, and someone was playing the old, out-of-tune acoustic Ross had lugged along.

I turned to Sam, lying on my side, and sort of half-laughed, half-cried, "There was this guy, so long ago. He... He was a bastard. This was our song. He used to hit me whilst this song played in the background." Sam turned his big green eyes to me, eyes I couldn't see the colour of in the dark, and his arm found its way around me. "Oh, oh, Clare," he whispered, so quiet. I looked at him and his face was right next to mine.

It was as natural as anything, with no moments of tension, no desperate searching thoughts of, "Oh, God, should I kiss him?", no fear. We both just reached out our chins and kissed each other gently. And we just lay there, kissing so gently, with his arms around me and my head tucked into the crook of his arm, with our friends singing Maybe you're going to be the one that saves me so loudly where we couldn't see them.

And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.

Love always,


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[19 Mar 2005|08:12pm]
New Perks community.

Become Charlie/become the "friend".


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{and i'm sick of your tattoos, and the way you always crititize the smiths} [24 Feb 2005|04:17pm]

[ mood | tired ]

"The Perks of Being A Wallflower" is by far the best book ever.

And being infinite is lying on a blanket in your front yard, with headphones on, listening to "The District Sleeps Alone Tonight" by The Postal Service, and looking up at the stars. I heard parts in the song that I swear weren't there before. It was just magical.

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Just joined [02 Jan 2005|11:12pm]

[ mood | normal ]

Hello everyone, just take a shot at me.
There's so much here for you to know, and things you've never dreamed you'd see.

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[15 Jul 2004|09:42pm]

the chords flow through my head and i cant get them out. being infinite is the ring of silence

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[24 May 2004|07:44pm]

[ mood | hopeful ]

I don't know if any of you pay attention to this community, but I thought you might be interested in the community feelinfinite. It's a penpal type of community where much like Charlie in The Perks you can be paired up to write to someone who listens and understands, or have someone write to you.

Join feelinfinite!

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[15 Nov 2003|12:45am]

i think that i felt so infinite jumping on kathleen's trampoline that the infiniteness of it all overwhelmed the sobe no fear.
or maybe the burrito did.

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[10 Nov 2003|10:50pm]

[ mood | SAD YET HOPEFUL ]

simply, the EPITOME of infinite.

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[05 Nov 2003|09:42pm]

dear somebody

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